Random reflection; potential creepy status.

I drove down with two of my friends today.

Story goes: One of them was supposed to get picked up by his boyfriend from my place when we finally reached LA. However, because the boyfriend didn’t want to be late when we got home and because he simply missed my friend, he sat through bumper-to-bumper LA traffic and ended up at a Starbucks near my house an entire 2 hours before we were to arrive. Not a single text of annoyance even when we were running late - only texts asking if my friend was feeling okay because he had gotten food poisoning the day before & texts thanking me for looking out for him. When we finally got to Starbucks much later than anticipated (thank you traffic on the 5), we both ran out of the car and hurried into Starbucks to tell the boyfriend hi! - he had simply been waiting too long. When we burst through the doors, a part of me really expected the boyfriend to be slightly annoyed or tired from the wait; but as he looked up from his book, his eyes went straight to my friend and his face broke out into that stupid lopsided grin he does so well. For that split second, all that existed in that cafe was my friend, his boyfriend and that look of absolute, raw joy of finally getting to see someone you’ve been waiting for. I’m pretty sure his boyfriend - who happens to be my friend as well - didn’t even notice me until the entire moment had passed and his eyes had a second to spare for me!

It’s been a few hours now since I sent them off and usually I make fun of lovey-dovey, cheesy things - but damn. The moment was so raw, so real, and so intimate that I can’t shake the feeling from me. It was so real that it felt tangible in that second, and it was so intimate that I feel like I witnessed something I shouldn’t have seen. Haha, this is silly. Me writing an entire post on a moment of someone else’s love life…… But I don’t know. It’s weird. I’m never like this, but it really got to me.

As much as you two beezys fight, I saw something I hadn’t seen in any relationship in a longgg time today. It reminded me of what love is capable of providing and what I am missing out on if I keep turning my back on it - I think I might have lost sight of these things somewhere along my merry, jaded way. So thank you. And I’m really happy for you two. So stop fighting. Haha<3